a morning

Saturday, April 29, 2017

Treks near bangalore

Ma Kali Durg: Done
Antargangae: Done
Savandurga
Kabbal Durga
Channarayana Durga
Siddara Betta
Madhugiri Trek
Devrayana Durga

Nijagl beta
Revanasiddesh beta

Monday, April 12, 2010

stay fit

Good look is the one thing related to how well we are managing our physical appearance. Off course being slim and fit is a part of it.

I would rather like to think a bit before jumping to any conclusion. What do we think, if et al we think; about the person who is physically smart looking. The person gives some time to himself for his physical appearance; he for the least knows how to manage his look. What about other things about the person is still not known? And what about those who are fat, how many of think fat guys are usually lazy. Yes, you can see this can be a assumption. If some of us do not have habit of assuming, than in first place, we can say we do not know anything about the fat person.

Do we believe even when we do not think, one part of brain thinks? If it is difficult to understand, think why do we dream while sleeping?

When we see a person, one part of brain becomes busy analyzing, and if it finds the person is slim and fit. It can lead to two decisions; one is the person knows how to manage his looks or the person is for the least aware of “how to manage”, and disciplined in some way or other. And this increases the confidence in that person. Second is person may or may not know how to manage, it becomes ambiguous and difficult to conclude. And with first case, if leave rest of things than a slim and fit person have 50 %( bit of probability or maths) chances of getting first level of confidence. Fair possibility is fat person/ bad shaped will lose these early bird prize of 50% chances of getting initial confidence. And then we think the person next to me who is judging me may not be skilled or have good understanding of anything. But think in the way it is given and cannot be changed, like the person who is interviewing you for new job thinks in that way, person judging is prospective spouse or he/she is customer of yours. So are we going to say they are unskilled in some sense and “NO” to all of them? Fairly possible, but is this some sort of complaining. And if the answer is yes, then these people are skilled enough to provoke negativity in ourselves and we are so weak to stop it. Wait this does not stops here, we have one weak point. Here if we both agree, then what’s point in knowing and living with weakness, without giving a try to figure out a weakness an get rid of it.

I broadly categories the people who ask us to stay fit in two; one who are knowingly or unknowingly showing our weakness. Second who indirectly say, they care for you and like to see you without weakness. And yes we have not discussed about the other health related benefits on the way to stay slim and fit.

Monday, April 5, 2010

A day few months back

I am siting alone in drawing room, have everything in place TV is on but mute(something staring on me but not saying anything , this is some thing good about paid things and services they work as your wish). Laptop is on and singing(i can only hear what i want no matter what people says to me, i am free to do what i want), windows are wide open(so many friends and people i met told me it's always good to be open from inside), kitchen is full as maid came and cooked as per i suggested......suddenly i on the volume of TV and start watching VEER ZARA, a great movie people say so....i dont like to watch SRK movies other then the recent one CHAK DE INDIA, specially because of one man for all showmanship i stuck to the movie it is showing Veer Partap Singh in some jail of Pakistan and Rani Mukheerji as his lawyer trying to help him to get out of jail after 22 years of prisonment alleged for being a member of RAW(Indian intelligency agency) and arrest with two passports named on veer and rakesh...what next Rani trying to conveince SRK to put name of Preity and this way he can be saved and set free to go to his country, inturn SRK conveincing him that he spent his 22 years in jail just because Preity is already married and if he will use her name as a proof that he is veer........shit!! i got into it...all full of typical Bollywoodian drama...suddenly i felt my eyes are wet, hell!!! what went wrong? how comes tears in my eyes? i dont think i am stong enough to hold them but actully i dont have much of it....i lost it some where in past, but yes something is going behind the scene, somene in me is crying, everything is justified in my life i am mature enuf to handle myself in situations, i have good money so that i dont need to cry for anything, enuf of friends to njoy with, i am sitting on my happiness tripod(1. comsumption of productivity, 2. intimacy, 3. hope) den why these tears....i think they want to role out at times but i stopped them with my own worldly explainations, conveinced my self for that...and stopped them not to come out....every moment i justfied worng of me as right they wanted to come out but again i stopped, saying this is the way to be stronger man.....

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Prem wo ehsas hai jo, astitv se judta hai....vyavhar se nahi..

When i think about the mechanism in me which governs my love to few people, I am not trying to chase a mordern love which existance is mostly restricted to male and female in common definition. Who are they for them i feel the love, is first question for me? So the next, why?

Let me take you to our real and dialy life most entertaining part, movies. Yes, we are thinking about same bollywood movie all stories are full of almost all love by nature. All incidence, co-incidence and accidens are so prevelent and are shown by different means. Let me take you to the end of movie. What it is really? In general we say its based of happy ending, hope filled philosphy. The person who sees, can take, that end of everything is good no matter how long we have to suffer. One more message which not so easily visible, though Indian producer never try ot keep it the same way. Love exists. If a trace through a typical story, their use to love between two persons. Suddenly there are so many unpredicatble and non-favourable situations comes in that love to face, which is casted by different behaviour of the persons in love or some other characters. And those situations are all because of someone behaviour. whether it is of the two in love or other persons. One thing i should I have told you earlier, are you thinking about love of a male and female or have you with, any person to any be it male or female. Yes, it can be love of two brothers, brother and sister, two friends of different place, and the list is long. You can pick any and then can feel the love.

How can we forget the divine love of Radha-Krishna, Krishna-Sudama? As a read though stories related to them from my childhood. I never read Radha had love for Krishna's color, raas lila or his All Mighty. She loved him no matter how life of krishna gone through with different phases. Sudama's is also and example. We can not forget Mira, who had never seen Krishna in so-called reality. And she was not none to any behaviour of Krishna in reality.

One day while chat with my friend and I asked him. Whom do you love most and why? And no surprise for any of us as he was bachelor. He had a list of own faimly members and few more People. With good practical explainations we had convienced me he loves them. But he was not conveinced why he does not have love for others, like any of us. Though in our life we meet different people they are good and bad. We use to spent long time with few of them. Oftenly some of have good and bad experience with the people we met. Then what is different it those we love and those we dont. Or is it in me, you. As i agree we all are human being, goodness and badness are just either side of coin and all of has goods and bads upto certain extent. He explained to me, usually we do not love those people who had done bad with us. But is there something in us to restrict to see the bad in the one we love. So it is not a matter that what poeple doing with us and so it never helps us to decide our love to the people. Is it just theri existance for us? And there is no condition for their existance for us, as we define their existance our way. And one expamle of it is, people love those who are not in this world anymore.

So do we make choice of love on behaviour or existance, for that love we do not keep any condition. Only we keep the definition of existance for us and love forever. No conditions, thats why we can never forget the love for a person in us. If not feeling the same think whom do you love? Not for any favour, not for any condition, not for any circumstances and not for anything thing realted to behavioural aspect or us. If you do not find any one, you must be lonly.

You can think I am trying to convience my point, and same time different people can have different prospect of seeing things and experiences so does the point of view. I am not arguing, but truth have one and only one face. So out of we two one have to be true and other have to think again as he have not used mind in proper frame.

Yes, you can have question for me, why do we feel the pain?
How many of us believe a human have different dimensions? Do you? For those who believe love is one dimension mostly governed by our soul and we discussed about it. And those who are looking for answer to pain can reach me we will discuss and try to understand, why do we get pain for love when love all for happiness, what covers the joy?